Getting Older

Even though I never wanted to be married, I have always wanted a forevermore relationship. A person who gets me and chooses to be with me forever. As we get older we try to make things work out with people just for the sake of not being alone. We change parts of ourselves to please someone else but in the end all we are left with is heartbreak, pain, and another reason to doubt love. I’m sitting here at 7:25am on this Thursday before my 46th birthday, Monday, and realizing that I don’t want to go through life alone but I do not want to sacrifice so much of myself to be with another. I am a simple person. Really and truly. It’s other people and their preconceived ideas that complicates the relationship. I am not like most women for one. I am not jealous, I have confidence when it comes to looks and sex, and I love to have fun. I am super serious and not about lies of any kind of drama, and my belief in general common sense, which the world seems to be lacking, may be part of the problem. I am a person who believes everything has a place, don’t put cans of green beans where canned corn should be!! It fucks up my soup. I need advice from my crew… My Fly gals and guys! But on another note let me know what you guys are doing for summer!!! I’m feeling flighty❤️